Berries 'n Boobs

Next and final surgery is two weeks from tomorrow away. I cannot, cannot wait for it all to be overrr. I feel like my entire life's been on hold for the last four months. And, well, it has. I cannot wait to get back to working out/running/cycling/yoga/etc. I cannot wait to find a new job and have a normal schedule. I cannot wait to NOT be all wrapped up. I'm so sick of having compression garments on my arms, and midsection. It completely sucks. Whine, whine, whine. This last surgery is a thigh lift, and breast augmentation. I can't remember if I've mentioned that. And no, not going real big. Just trying to even my body out.

My eating lately has been pretty good. Although... I have been having intense cravings for chocolate, as this is psycho hormonal girl time. Whee. For breakfast I had one of those small Western Alternative sweet wheat bagels? 110 calories. Toasted with peanut butter. I also had a container of Fage Greek yogurt in Cherry Flavor (Oh, Mama... I love these things so much! But $1.79 per container sucks!), and a bowl of blackberries and raspberries. For lunch, some combination of a soy chicken patty sandwich on Orowheat sandwich thin with hummus, salad, soup, frozen sweet potato fries. Dinner is white bean bruschetta. I'll try to take a picture of that... it looks good! Man. That's the thing. I have a hard time remembering to photograph my food. I need to make a better effort about that.

I'm so looking forward to this summer. I've never worn JUST a swimsuit. Any swimsuit. Maybe when I was a little kid. My goal, but the end of summer, is to be able to wear a swimsuit and feel confident in it. It will require a little time in the gym because I don't feel so toned. Especially with all of this time off of working out. I'm just trying to maintain order in my life until I can really return to normal. It's much harder than I would have anticipated.

I was a sailor for Halloween.